The start of this month was PHENOMENAL!
Having spent a beautiful week in the Netherlands with my soul family, my heart is more expansive than ever.
Why?
When it comes to energies and working in the healing arts, you gotta go inward to then move outward. All healing is self-healing. The journey starts within ourselves.
I knew when I left America that my wounds needed to be left in the Netherlands. This is a whole new, different take on the whole "what happens in X location, stays in X location". For me, it was about leaving the old shit behind. And I did!
My intention was to open my heart. That meant letting go of old hurts, such as karmic family ties and physical issues from being hit by a car at age five.
Through learning new skills to release trauma from the bones, my body reenacted being hit by the car. As I lay on the mattress, with my partner supporting me, my mind suddenly allowed me to physically replay the lost memory my smaller self had lived through. With awareness, I allowed my mind and body to acknowledge the trauma.
There were no tears. I felt no pain. I simply laid in a weird contorted position feeling at ease.
Upon standing up, I noticed my body had reset itself. I felt the strength and realignment in my neck and spine. My neck no longer creaked and groaned when I moved it.
