I was blessed to be birthed into the world and the emotional waters of Pisces. Have you noticed and felt these emotional energies of Pisces at play right now?
February certainly brought the powers (and vortex) of the 2! From 22222 to 222222, your experiences may not have been as magical as hoped. I know it wasn't for me.
However, I learned SO much and grew SO much because of the toilet bowl energy of these vibrant 2s.
On 22222, I moved through incredible rage I didn't know was in me to come out the other side with more calm, love, and peace galactivated.
The blessing came afterward (of course) when I realized that I wasn't present in the situation. Instead, I let the external world trigger my emotional well-being which sent me into a vortex I had never been swallowed into before.
The experience reminded me of the gift of BEing in the state of Hara. A state of BEing fully present at all times - not just when I am in healing mode...or working out.
Because I hadn't honored my ability to silence my mind and manifest more of what I wanted, I lost total control. Like BIG time.
So during the next 20 days, I began consciously holding Hara in a powerful way so that when the 222222 vortex gave me a new scary experience, I stayed present, focused, and holding my intention.
When Hunter fell and hit his head, I was alert, calm, and present. When his brain regressed to a scary place of "holy sh!t", I was aware of the fear seeping in. I felt it triggering my emotions and my thoughts. Immediately, I observed the hijacking and CHOSE to step back into Hara.
In that moment, I stopped the reaction and proclaimed my ability to hold the highest and best intention for my son. I kept sending him love and energy and tasked his guides and higher self to do the same. I was present for him and held space for love and healing.
I was blessed to have Hunter rest and recover. Our doctor came to check on him and guide us along the way. He is doing well and still taking it easy physically and mentally.
As I write, our dog Dusty is staying overnight at the vet. We were so concerned with Hunter, we lost sight of our beloved dog who wasn't doing well and now has bacterial pneumonia. Hazel is now not feeling well and is home getting better, too.
My Piscean emotional waters normally want to get lost in the storm of all of this that is going on outside of me. Clearly, the storm is here and I've fully been in it with having so much to navigate...however, it is Hara that allows me to ride these choppy waters in a calm, present way. And my emotional energies are also calmer and less reactive.
This is all SO powerful and very new for me given I have the Channel 37/40 emotional tribal wave.
Hara is why I have stayed grounded and intentional, manifesting what I want. Of course, it also allows me to see where I may be wanting what I cannot control like the free will choice of Dusty to heal or not.
I am staying in the energy of trusting that all is transpiring for my highest good. If I can control my unconscious mental and emotional reactions, I am more powerful in my ability to manifest.
You can do this too! We all can.
You are invited to watch this month's short video below (9:07), BEing in the void of Manifestation. In this video, I recap how Hara helped me navigate the twists and turns I experienced in the February toilet bowl of life.
How have you been able to stay present in the moment? What life events have impacted you, now or in the past?
I love you!
With love + gratitude,
Alana